Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Psalms 1: Putting the cries of my heart into words

I have always loved the Psalms. As a reflective person who things in metaphors, I find that this book speaks the language of my soul. Since high school, I have wanted to write my own religious poetry as a reflection of the Psalms. In this time of morning, I begin.

Note: The Psalms are an inspired book of God, these poems, while inspired by the poetry in the Bible, do not hold the same significance in even the slightest.

HIS Words

Psalm 1

1 Blessed is the one
    who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
    or sit in the company of mockers,
2 but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
    and who meditates on his law day and night.
3 That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,
    which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither—
    whatever they do prospers.
4 Not so the wicked!
    They are like chaff
    that the wind blows away.
5 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
    nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous.
6 For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous,
    but the way of the wicked leads to destruction.

My Words

Reflections, glory 
Souls, righteousness

Those avoiding evil
Pure words flow

Open mind, God's Words
Delightful following, God's Laws

Firm in the strong winds
Productive yields from deep within

Wicked flung across the barren land
Cast in sorrow away from love





Monday, March 19, 2018

Lyrics. Not my writing.

Sometimes we stay in the desert. Some of us do not make it out alive.
Worlds Apart
I am the only one to blame for this 
Somehow it all ends up the same 
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride 
I flew too high and like I charus 
I collide
With a world I try so hard 
To leave behind 
To rid myself of all but love 
To give and die
To turn away and not become 
Another nail to pierce 
The skin of one who loves 
More deeply than the ocean 
More abundant than the tears 
Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice 
Or grip the spear and watch 
The blood and water flow
To love you, take my world apart 
To need you, I am on my knees 
To love you, take my world apart 
To need you, broken on my knees
All said and done I stand alone 
Amongst the remains of life I should not own 
It takes all I am to believe 
In the mercy that covers me
Did you really have to die for me? 
All I am for all you are 
Because what I need 
And what I believe 
Are worlds apart 
And I pray
On my knees
I look beyond the empty cross 
Forgetting what my life has cost 
And wipe away the crimson stains 
And dull the nails that still remains 
More and more I need you now 
I owe you more each passing hour 
Battle between grace and pride 
I gave up not so long ago 
So steal my heart and take the pain 
Wash the feet and cleanse my pride 
Take the selfish, take the weak 
And all the things I cannot hide 
Take the beauty, take my tears 
The sin-soaked heart and make it yours 
Take my world all apart 
Take it now, take it now 
And serve the ones that I despise 
Speak the words I can't deny 
Watch the world I used to love 
Fall to dust and thrown away 
I look beyond the empty cross 
Forgetting what my life has cost 
Wipe away the crimson stains 
And dull the nails that still remain 
So steal my heart and take my pain 
Take the selfish, take the weak 
And all the things I cannot hide 
Take the beauty, take my tears 
Take my world apart, take my world apart 
I pray, and I pray, and I pray 
Take my world apart 
Worlds apart

Sunday, March 11, 2018

It's Time to Have Controversial, Intellectual Conversations in Christian Classrooms

One of my dear friends who also happens to be a brilliant theologian recently shared the following article. In this piece the author describes the theological weakness they have encountered among the Christians with their social group. It opens with a story of a coffee shop barista, who is a professing Christian and attends a Christian university, being approached by an atheist customer who proceeds to ask several questions about how a university can possible incorporate Christianity into classes such as scientist. The barista is quickly overwhelmed and flounders. The author suggests this indicates that she was to as studied in her belief as was her questioner. Based on the details given of this third hand account I am inclined to agree.

I encourage you to read the whole article. The author then discusses how often many modern churches have stopped incorporated the rich, complicated, intellectual study in favour of emotionalism. There are many parts of it I could easily respond to, rebut and debate, but I want to focus on the opening story and an issue that the author steps around. It is utterly unacceptable that a student at Christian university was this unprepared to have her world view questioned.

Before I direct this further, I want to quickly state that it does sound like she was likely ambushed by someone looking to bully her for her beliefs. It does not appear that this young man was seeking an intensive conversation where world views could be compared and deeply understood. Now as I am reading about this, I could mistaken. However, if you are of a Christian belief and find yourself in such a situation where you are being corned by someone who is only looking to fluster you instead of engage you, I would recumbent Tactics by Greg Koukl. This will give you several techniques to either extract yourself or to turn the conversation into something more productive.

The Christian University Classroom
In an ideal Christian learning environment, a student should be provided with the opportunity to engage in deeper learning as spirituality can be a part of the discourse. For Christian students who attend it take a chance for them to understand the their faith more deeply and to be challenged by the difficult questions involved in Christianity. For a secular student who chooses to attend a Christian school, they should leave with a nuanced understanding of a theistic worldview and philosophy. Further the subject teachers should be well versed in the issues and intersections their perspective discipline has with matters of faith.

In order to do this well, faculty must do more that what was described by the young lady in the story. It is more than praying before class. It is more that simply agreeing that almost everyone in the room is a Christian and then moving forward. Doing this means impelling assignments within the classroom that guide students through critical thought of what it means to have a Christian worldview within this field. As a someone who has taught physics within a Christian context, this means engaging the students on issues like understanding the difference between the scientific method (a tool for understanding data) and scientism (a philosophical worldview).

A well studied atheist will have asked the difficult questions and have wrestled with challenging answers. (Moral relativism, for example, has some pretty uncomfortable consequences which has been tackled intensively by several promenade atheists.) Students at Christian universities should face the questions that are being asked of them by secularists. I have found that many secularist ask excellent questions which demand thoughtful answers. In my field, these questions including the nature of miracles and other non-physical events describe in the Bible, the age of the Earth and Universe, and believing something which can be tested using the scientific method. In Biology, there is the question of evolution, in psychology, there is bio-psychological determinism, in history, there the historicity of the Bible, just to name a few other fields. The question is, are Christian universities actually addressing these issues in their classrooms?

The evidence I can offer is experiential and antecedal and I am going to focus on the STEM disciplines within these universities. Generally speaking, I have found these conversations missing from science classrooms. This is particularly tragic, as many atheists in popular culture are scientists giving scientific arguments for their belief system. Sometimes this lack of conversations comes from fear. A fear that introducing students to nuanced views of creation, evolution, and the geological timeline will result in angry students, angry parents, and angry board members. While this fear may hold some truth, today culture demands that we must move beyond such conventions. The students within these classes will exposed to these ideas eventually. It would be best to do so in an environment where than be guided through intensive material with focus on developing a critical thinker with a strong worldview. If the Christian worldview is true, then any Christian should be able to study any field in science without fear and with a critical eye. We should not fear the world, but instead we should understand the world.

Monday, November 27, 2017

Genesis 26: Isaac

While much is said about Abraham and his grandson, Jacob. Isaac is character that we comparatively little about. This chapter is really the only one where we can see Isaac character on its own and not in context of one of the other patriarchs.

Isaac continued the calling of his father and became a powerful man within in the land. Powerful enough that the surrounding kingdoms began to feel threatened by his presence. Isaac was obedient when God told him not to go to Egypt during a difficult period, but to remain in the land that was promised. He did repeat after his father and did claim that his wife was his sister to try and protect his own life. God revealed this to the surrounding peoples who appropriately rebuked him for the action.

In terms of waiting on God, from this we can get a glimpse that God's call can sometime last generations. Though Isaac did not have unique call, he showed his faithfulness with the obedience towards God and the instructions God gave to his father.

I often like to identify with Biblical characters. There can be a sense of a plan beyond myself. However, it can be tempting to want to feel extra-chosen and some of us will play background roles. I do not know what God has intended for me.

Monday, November 6, 2017

Genesis 22 - 25

In Genesis 21, we finally saw God's promise fulfilled in Abraham's life. This is where we tend to end stories, but this is not where God ends His stories. Genesis 22-25 follow Abraham through the rest of his life. There many good passages about sacrifice and obedience. As I focussing on the wait the precedes fulfilment, I will give a quick summary and move on to the next person.

  • God asks Abraham to sacrifice Isaac. Abraham obeys and God intervenes. This is symbolic and foreshadows the arrival of Jesus to die for our sins. It is also story of about the importance of trusting God.
  • Sarah dies. Abraham buys a plot to bury her and in so doing we get a glimpse of the politics of time. We also see that Abraham, though a stranger to the land has risen to prominence.
  • Abraham finds a wife for Isaac among the people left behind in Ur, in accordance with God's will. Further, these individuals worshiped God and the legacy needed to continue to the next generation.
  • Abraham remarries and has several more children, all of which become nation states. He leaves everything to Isaac, but gave generously to his other children while he was still alive. He also sent these children to the East
  • Lastly, Abraham lives to exceedingly old age and then passes on. His sons Isaac and Ishmael bury him.
From this, we see the call to obedience continues until our last breath. Life may go on, even an after call. We will have interactions in God and we will still seek Him. We also see how the fulfilment of a call changed Abraham and further increased his trust in God, for God is good God, and He guides through times where faith is hard with previous experience of His great salvation.

Monday, October 30, 2017

Genesis 21: The call and promise fulfilled

In Genesis 21, Sarah, in her old age, gives birth the promised son, Isaac. God brought about the fulfilment of the promise made long ago.

Genesis 21 takes the reader through the time that Isaac was weaned. After this event a feast was thrown and Sarah caught Ishmael mocking Isaac and demanded both he and Hagar were sent away. Abraham was upset by this turn of events because Ishmael was also his son. God gave Abraham security that Ishmael too would be a great nation. So Hagar and Ishmael left. Once again, Hagar is the desert in desperation. Once again God comes to the slave woman and promises her that He is with her and saves their lives. So God is with Ishmael in the desert.

Lasting, Genesis chapter 21 ends with Abraham's political dealings with the local peoples.

Reading and reflecting on these passages today gives me peace. I believe that God bring all things about in His time. Right now, that is enough to survive today.

Further thoughts, in addition to the birth of Isaac, we again see God's love and grace in Hagar's life. He comes to her and is with her son as he grows up. He blesses this family that came from an abused slave. God is a God of mercy and compassion. We also see that God was beginning to establish Abraham as a political leader within the area, further fulfilling His promise.

Thursday, October 26, 2017

Genesis 20: Abraham once again lies about Sarah to protect himself

Abraham and Sarah were in the kingdom of Gerar, ruled by Abimelek. Abraham lied and claimed Sarah was his sister, not his wife. So Abimelek took Sarah into his house hold. Soon he became ill and the women in his household stopped conceiving. God came to Abimelek in a dream and told him Sarah was already married. Abimelek returned Sarah to Abraham and asked Abraham why he lied. God healed Abimelek and the women in that household were able to conceive afterwards.

Abraham once again is disobedient to God and disrespectful of his wife, the woman who God plans to use to bring about a great nation. This is why none of the women could conceive while she was in that household. We also see God's grace towards Abimelek and He prevents him from committing a sin against Sarah.

When in wait, we must obey God. Further we must trust that He will bring about exactly what He says He will. God had promised Sarah a son within the year from Abraham.

My prayer: God please bless me and my family as we wait. Help us to be sensitive to Your calling, and Your timing. Please intervene in our lives. Help us to walk in righteousness and do honour You and Your perfect grace. Amen