Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Psalms 5: Putting the cries of my heart into words

HIS Words

Psalm 5[a]

For the director of music. For pipes. A psalm of David.

Listen to my words, Lord,
    consider my lament.
Hear my cry for help,
    my King and my God,
    for to you I pray.
In the morning, Lord, you hear my voice;
    in the morning I lay my requests before you
    and wait expectantly.
For you are not a God who is pleased with wickedness;
    with you, evil people are not welcome.
The arrogant cannot stand
    in your presence.
You hate all who do wrong;
    you destroy those who tell lies.
The bloodthirsty and deceitful
    you, Lord, detest.
But I, by your great love,
    can come into your house;
in reverence I bow down
    toward your holy temple.
Lead me, Lord, in your righteousness
    because of my enemies—
    make your way straight before me.
Not a word from their mouth can be trusted;
    their heart is filled with malice.
Their throat is an open grave;
    with their tongues they tell lies.
10 Declare them guilty, O God!
    Let their intrigues be their downfall.
Banish them for their many sins,
    for they have rebelled against you.
11 But let all who take refuge in you be glad;
    let them ever sing for joy.
Spread your protection over them,
    that those who love your name may rejoice in you.
12 Surely, Lord, you bless the righteous;
    you surround them with your favor as with a shield.


my words

my heart shatters within my ribs
i have been crying and my voice is raspy
my sorrow is overwhelming and i feel so broken
God, can You hear me? God, i want to believe You are there?
i am trying to trust, but my hurt is so deep

God hears my voice, even when i struggle to believe
i continue to plead, i continue to seek, i am trying to wait

God you demand perfection as You are perfect
God, i fall so short, my faith is week
God, You hate pride and i struggle to lay my pride at Your feet
God, You despise lies and i am desperately seeking to be truthful

the world is a wicked place, so many cannot stand before You
may i come into Your presence? i need Your love, my Lord
I bow down before You. I am begging for forgiveness

lead me Lord, I am too weak to find my path, my head is full of lies
show me Your will and guide my steps
silence my enemies and give me discernment
Lord, to You I give the vengeance, help me find freedom in forgiveness

I thank You that You give shelter to those who seek You
Together, we praise You. Guide me in worship

protect me, protect me, protect me
carry me, carry me, carry me

Lord, You say You bless the righteous
Open my eyes to Your goodness
Show me Your protection

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Psalms 4: Putting the cries of my heart into words

HIS WORDS

Psalm 4[a]

For the director of music. With stringed instruments. A psalm of David.

Answer me when I call to you,
    my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress;
    have mercy on me and hear my prayer.
How long will you people turn my glory into shame?
    How long will you love delusions and seek false gods[b]?[c]
Know that the Lord has set apart his faithful servant for himself;
    the Lord hears when I call to him.
Tremble and[d] do not sin;
    when you are on your beds,
    search your hearts and be silent.
Offer the sacrifices of the righteous
    and trust in the Lord.
Many, Lord, are asking, “Who will bring us prosperity?”
    Let the light of your face shine on us.
Fill my heart with joy
    when their grain and new wine abound.
In peace I will lie down and sleep,
    for you alone, Lord,
    make me dwell in safety.

my words

Your name, I whisper
Stillness in the dark, I listen
I am weary, my legs shake from exhaustion
Do You hear me? Can You give me rest?

A stench assaults my nostrils, evil is afoot
They love a fantasy, they hide from truth
God set His own apart, am I among them?
God, are you listening? I am calling

His name is Holy, Fear is within my heart
I lay my beaten body in my sheets,
my heart cries for You at night
I cling to foolish dreams
My hope has long since faded

What will Your blessing look like God?
Will I recognise Your peace if You bring it?
My soul aches and throbs
Heal me, heal me, heal me

I trust tomorrow I will arise
God are you there?
Protect me though the wicked nights